The longest two weeks..

This is the longest two weeks I ever had.. Every day since to pass so slow and so long.. Even when i sleep, I've been getting up very offend..
Saw his nick... keep himself in the box, thn back to hell..
What does all this mean????
You msg me, I feel like replying you but thn, i remember the thing you said to me, you feel so sianz when you saw the my msg.. so i stop myself from msging you...

What have i been doing? Goin out with fren, went clubbing, went to chill.. trying to pass my time.. I suppose to go for a family gathering on sat evening.. but thn i decided not to go... I know mum will be very disappointed that i never join them..
But i dun feel like going.. I dun feel good..
everyone is married with kid and have family.. the only one is me.. If i go they will start asking me, where is my bf and stuff.. when are you getting married and stuff.. I dun like it.. i hate it.. I never hide it from my mum.. i dun like this kind of gathering and i told her.. hope she understand...

The day is passing so slow.. so slow...