No air air

Thanks Kat for the song, really about how i feel...
So hard to forget... My school number was his IC number and my password was my IC number.. I got to hold that number for the rest of my life..
Time, better in time...

Leona Lewis, Better in time

BETTER IN TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going
Coming
Thought I heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now I have realised
That I really didn't knooOooOw

If you didn't notice
You mean everything (quickly I'm learning)
To love again (all I know is)
I'm be oooOook

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's going to hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah (It'll All get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile because I deserve too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)

(Verse)

I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling

[ Better In Time lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
If i'm dreamin
Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that's the past (i believe it)
And I know that, time will heal it

If you didn't notice
Well you mean everything (quickly i'm learning)
Oooh turn up again (All I know is)
I'm be ok

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile because I deserve too oooooh(It'll all get better in time)

(Bridge)

Since there's no more you and me (No more you and me)
This time I let you go so I can be free
And Live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I will be fine without you
Yes I Will

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile cos I deserve too yes I do(It'll all get better in time)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
Going to smile cos I deserve too Ooooooh (It'll all get better....)

Feeling

I dunno if you were see this blog, i dunno if you come and read?
I hope and wish you will...
I did to much recently, when to Perth alone for Holiday, weather was nice and good over there, ppl was nice and friendly too. Was thinking can i dun go back to Singapore? But i can't i have to go back.
Perth, a slow and relax place, that make human less stress about their life.
Know a Japan friend over there, Kenta Suzuki. Nice guy, which we chat alots on the only dinner we had. During the days in Perth, i still can't stop thinking of him, non stop. What ever i do or did, i wish he can be with me and enjoy the nice and relax environment. I can't stop thinking and missing him. I eat, i sleep, i go and walk around i still keep thinking. I missed those days with him, including the days we quarrel badly. At least i have some one to quarrel with me. I have forgotten how i portray myself to him at the being. I cut my hair, i go oversea, i go out with friend, but still i can't get over with him. My heart just fill with him. But my mind as me not, it will never do me good. But my heart just missed him.
I had become really just a friend to him. Is he really busy with his work that he is unable to reply me? I guess so... Or he just can't be bother to reply me. Bleeding Love, iszit for me to listen?? I dunno, maybe not. I just thinking too much.
I am no longer important and special anyway. But i still missed him. i can't help it with my heart. I did lots of things but still the same. I see ppl around me are happy and doing well. Everyone have their the other half with them, even if they quarrel and break up many times but still they are back together. Their love is so strong, feel so unless about myself.. Do i need to stay strong in front of everyone? I know i have make everyone give up on me. Talking to me, make them feel tired and waste of time. Becoz everyone said i am big enough to think. Ya think, by thinking too much does it help? My simple wish, it will never come true. If only miracle i can wait for that.. I dunno what i am writing too, all of i write is all neg, i can't help it.. I am not motivated by anything right now. If only him... My love! That even the cards said, i will have a hard time with him. But i will still want to be with him. Guess i am blind by love and stupid to suffer but i dun mind... how stupid am i.. can anyone understand? True love? or just my wish?

Pix of Perth...

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Do true Love end when getting a return??

Do ture Love end when getting a return??
Two person pray for ture love, do the god just give it to them by doing non effort?
God make them do to feel for the ture love, The man will give out everything without return expect of his ture love, the woman will give out everything without return expect of her ture love. Both is doing the same way, and un their getting return of their ture love??

If just a person who give out the ture love without expecting of any return? Is he just loving by his own, or he just loving the wrong person? Or that what it really call ture love that you love that person and you will not want any return from him and her??

Is zit becoz of these, that make us different? Is zit becoz of what is written that make the person feel and think we are not suitable? If yes, than should be the person writting is sturbon. Or just want to be the winner? Or just want to let the other person to understand the though and thinking as what the person is and give that person all the love without return? And that call ture love?

Or true love means accepting one another and learn to appreciate and not taking for granted?

Which is the right one? Can any one tell me and tell me know?