Boy boy fall

Today, Mum told me boy boy had a fell due to my dad, never look after him while playing.
When he went to school principle from the school called my sis in law, sis in law not happy called my brother. And than called my mum.
Sis in law already dun like my parents to play with my nephew and now this thing happened. Hianz really dunno what to say. Boy boy fall everyone is unhappy, non of us want this kind of things to happened, Including my dad. He is not on purpose to make him fall, but than all the blame on him. He is not young any more just want to have some time with nephew. And more over, felling down for children are normal. My dad is not young, we can't blame him on now taking good care of my nephew. He is not as flexible like when he was young, he is aging. He is also tired over the day of traveling here and there. My mum always like to take my dad for gaunted. And now my brother will be more unhappy with my sis in law. Becoz for so many years, they have never bring their children to my house, becoz sis in law dun like it. Our parents are all old. And my parents know that they have difficulties in life. Yet she is still not happy with them. I am sure my dad feel very bad too. Accident do happened. It a norm in life..
Hope boy boy can recover fast and no wound marks on him. God some time is really unfair, he is such a clever and handsome boy but why do they want to give him such a big birth mark on his face?

And last week, there is children going to the home, to perform and play with those elderly. And there is this boy, he had caught my attention becoz of his big eyes and he is wearing glasses with such a young age. But again god is unfair, he is so handsome but he has problem with his leg, he cant walk properly and need a maid to company him when ever he go. I talked to him, he is a very clever boy too. But i can tell he doesn't has much fren becoz he cant ran and jump like others kids. It make me feel very sad.

Attachment start.

My attachment had started, and these is my 2nd weeks of attachment. In the home, we din really do much thing. But I still feel so tired, dunno why..?? Maybe is becoz I have to wake up early and have to bath all the elderly. Is really a good exec rise^^(positive thinking hahahah, just to make myself happy that i can loss some weight hahahaha)
Looking at those elderly, I was thinking were i be like them when i get old? And will I remember things that happened around me? Or will my parents be like them?? Where by me and my brother have really no time to take care of them and have to send them to home. Becoz life in Singapore are getting harder and busier, everyone is so busy with their work, and can work up to 12 hours a day. So by the time when you reach home, you're already so tired to do anythings. Therefore, in future Home is the 'in' thing and is will be a very good investment to open a home (My dream). Anyway, looking at the elderly I notice their life is home is just waiting, every morning when they woke up, they wait for bathing, than they wait for breakfast, after breakfast, they wait for lunch, thn for tea break and than dinner. Life in the home are really boring. Although the Home has try to provide as much as activities for them, but than the activities is so routine.
Look like the home concept in Singapore is still a place for unwanted elderly.
But in future, i think this concept will change.
Saw those elderly with lots of medication everyday, I than notice my Mum is one of them. She has to take her medication every morning, which i know is a very tiring things to do. And is a very 心苦 thing to do. Becoz nobody like to take medication and taking medication really make you feel very sick and tired. I feel sad, i feel bad. Becoz as a nurse, i cant even take care of my mum, she is so stubborn. I really want to do something but sometime i just get very tired and stress. Becoz i have a brother but than look like i am the one holding on her. My mum really care so much about my brother becoz he has a family. Than what about me??? Some time i really feel so unfair. But life if never fair..

Hope my prcp will goes well.. Pray hard..