Today!!

The weather for today, In the mrt at Jurong East station heading to work!! And the pool that played in HG plaza.
Slept in the morning at 3am and woke up at 6+ very stone but still i got to get out of my bed to work!! On the way to work.. sky really dark.. but i like it.. seeing the cloud moving very fast and in different shape and the wind it blow that make me feel very comfortable..
Reach home at 5+... while changing and cleaning up my hamster in the kitchen my mum came to me, telling me if i want to look for a bf i have to wait till next year Aug.. That really pissed me off! I have heard enough of what she said, becoz every time will be the different say.. My future! why do i have to heard what they said and plan the one i love or the one i chose to be with to be like the one they like?
I want to believe myself and not on them... WHY WHY WHY?? She started to tell me about what she dreamt.. talking about dunno what years of born and so on, i kept myself quiet, i dun wan to reply anything becoz i dun believe on that anymore..
Why do she have to live in the world of unknown most of the time, why do she have to live in the world with full of unreality's stuff. And UN logic stuff..