Dream!!

Dream dream dream, I'm been dreaming every night since young. Is zit good not bad?
Dreaming, makes me dun feel like waking up in my sleep. Because in the dream, I am so much happier.. 40% of my dream will come true, and some was dreamt long time ago. But it will refresh back when u do certain things or to certain places.
Dreaming, i guess i been dreaming of my future in my past few years, just that i ignore the dream, reason being! I think it will never happened to me. But i can't deny it happened! So scary... No one can example why??
Do i really rest when i was sleeping? Or my mind is just still working every hours since young?
Recalling what had i done for the past few weeks... Hmmm nothing... day dreaming every day.. Thinking and imagining what will happened to what i want. Kinda of stupid.
Do i stay in my past? Or i'm moving on right now? I see no goals in my life right now... Knowing too much things and believing too much hope that will never come true.. Make me sick and tired of life... I know it was bad and should not be the way..
I need lots of time these time to make myself back to find myself back.. But it is so hard right now.. After hearding what Ah Tan told me. I'm really sad to hear that..
Helping others in their problem and end day u will only get their unlucky and your lucky will be given out to them.
I guess all these are true... It really happened every time... Yet i still get nothing for what i had done in all the goods things and stuffs.
I am holding back something, not to throw away, but seem like the person dun really care about his stuffs.. guess i'm going to throw away soon.