The past weeks!!

Time to recall what had i done for the past few weeks and past one mth...??
Went out with Henry, Ivan to sentosa. Went to chill with Henry again, Ivan and Ivy (Nice gal)Went movie with, Henry and gf and Ivan again. Went chill with Daniel and Henry. Meet another Ivan for my hamster, went woodland for my guitar. When dinner with Ken, and when dinner with Swisy(different day).
Today i did a very stupid thing... hahaha asked my hamster to pick four numbers for me.. hahaha.. first time in my life to have a pet... see if he's bring me luck^^
Hmmm notice mum dun really like having pet at home.. but after having my grey... she once awhile will pee him.. ^^
Hmmmm ok! I lost weight.. really lost about 3kg... suppose to be 43kg if I'm not wrong.. but now only 40kg.. under weight sah! I guess because i was really sick for the past one week.. been sleeping and sleeping without having my meals...
I guess, my body have come to a limit to all the things that had happened to me, too much sadness... so it break down le... down with flu, cough, sore throat and fever. Was stoning for almost three days.. Thanks to my frens that care for me and keep asking me out to distract, me for staying alone at home from my sadness.. really thanks to you guys..
I have been trying very hard every day to keep myself not to think and busy..
I know i am really very pessimistic... but really too much things that had happened from the past till now that had disappointed me..( a long story that not much people will understand)
OK! Back to recall again what had i done??
Oh ya, my friendster.. a few of the irritating people or maybe i'm just not to the mood to make frens with them, or i could said their really irritating...
Asking me these and that, the irritating guy, what icebreg, hianz can't be bother, " hi chloe can i have ur msn, reply by me stay away from me" I'm not being rude but he had added me before and i block him, stupid sah!!
A guy that like to ask stupid qus that does not go Thur his big brain! ( ha i sound bad but that what i think, no offense)
Ya enjoy the days going out with Henry and Ivan, chit chatting about life and point of view of ours.
Enjoy the day drinking with Henry and Daniel too.. haha of course Daniel encounter of his so call ghost stories. Ring Ring Ring..
Yap! When to meet Jeffery too one Monday, with his gf.. a nice gal too!! Happy for him! and of course my talk cock buddy Ivan, when to meet him too with his gf too!
Hianz! kinda of sianz... after knowing their all attach.. guess is obvious why am i so sianz....

Special>>
A msg of Hi, to wait for a reply, to care for an unknown though and behaviour, to hope for a false hope, to an unknown ans, to receives an usurious msg, to receives a msg of wanting care from someone (both?? not sure), to send back a care and missed, to receives an understanding.
A msg of understandable, to send back an anger, to receives a hahaha (usurious or maybe not to make things bad or back face from realities), to send back a piss, and receives an not suppose to be piss, to send back a feeling how to not to be piss, and receives a qus. Thanks.. a laugh and dunno what to send??

Human are all stubborn and complicated, the more u know the more complicated u will be. U understand but yet refuse to take it. U know but refuse to face it. Ego that always the trouble maker. But without Ego things won't get better. Face it, face it..
everyone is facing it, but is the matter of expecting it? Who ever can face but not to expect. (Reason, to the unfairness, to the hurting, to the giving out, to the losing out, to the tiredness, to the disappointment, and to the know of the truth, to the never give up)