我的梦。。。

Suddenly feel very worried about the dream.. I dreamt it when i am at his place,
dreamt about the person i dun like came to Singapore to look for him.
And he slowly forget about me, and he slowly leave me becoz of her.
I was a bad dream.. and is so clear... I hope and pray it does not happened..
I am so worried.. and scare.. what if it really happened..??
Ok is just a dream.. a dream... I told him about the dream, and his response was, You think too much siao..
Dunno what if he is thinking in his heart..?? Maybe he really wish my dream will come true.. that was his all time wish.. hianz..

Recently, i also think about my little boy.. was thinking if he's here.. how old will he be now.. 2 bah..
I also missed my little boy, not only him..

Good thing tml i am in the afternoon shift.. if not I'll be really drain out.. so tired to work in the morning..

Baby, I know recently you're really busy, dun forget to eat and dun skip your meal.. although i always make fun of you.. but i really dun mind and i love you in whole.
But as for you??? I dunno.. wondering.. again....
Sleep and rest more... keep yourself health..

I hope i can get a sponsorship in my 3rd year of nursing.. I really want to learn more and know more about nursing.. getting more and more interesting in the ward 43..
A really good place to learn..

Sat, i will be the model for Ivan.. hope everything go smooth and good..
I want to go for a holiday.. but i have no cash..
I want to get my bone, I need money...