My personailty test

Are You Nosy?
Nosy Level: 70%

You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.

Love and Your Sweetheart
Your man is a lot of fun to be with. His talk is charming and because of this he always seems to be surrounded by girls. You'll just have to live with this and not let it bother you. If you let him know you're jealous, it's likely that he would turn his back on you without too many second thoughts. To be with him, you have to give him plenty of room to move, trust him, and allow him to be independent. You should also remember to be independent yourself. He enjoys going out to parties and likes you to have fun along with him too, so make the most of his love of life.

What's your personality love style?
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high

Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?

You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one.
How will you choose your Mr Right?

You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.
Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet, but a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct. You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess. He might be the same age as you are or even younger.
When will you get married?

As soon as you fall in love, you'll want to grab your man and hang on to him. You will probably marry very young, so it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing.
What sort of wife will you be?

You are a bit tricky. You might pretend to be a sensitive and caring wife in his eyes, but you'll be ready to laugh at him behind his back and eventually you may even leave him for another man.
Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.
What will your children be like?

Your kids will be very naughty. They will often get into trouble but you will have a great time bringing these fun-loving kids up. They are lively and smart.
How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

You speak without even thinking. "You are definitely not my type!" will probably be the nicest thing you might say. If they catch you at the wrong time, your reply could be much worse.

The Mass Communicator
You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.
You recover quickly from disappointment. But when you feel that things are going wrong, you will react immediately.

How deep is your love?
Depth: 63%

You have him in a corner of your heart. Don't lie to yourself; he's your special guy. Take good care of your heart. You still have a long way to go. Always remember that love has two edges. Being apart for a while might be a good chance to proof his love to you.
You only think about having affairs with another but you will never cheat on your loved one in real life

在你怀里的微笑

可以吗 让我和你对调
希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉
知道吗 你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱

爱随着风飘荡飘过了你
最终飘到天涯海角
把我困在这城堡 哪里也逃不了

我不要别人温柔的怀抱
听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道 再也闻不到
我只要你喊我一次就好
从前亲密的暗号
多想再次亲耳听到

可以吗 让我和你对调
希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉
知道吗 你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱

爱随着风飘荡飘过了你
最终飘到天涯海角
把我困在这城堡 哪里也逃不了

我不要别人温柔的怀抱
听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道 再也闻不到
我只要你喊我一次就好
从前亲密的暗号
多想再次亲耳听到

我不要别人温柔的怀抱
让我暂时的依靠
那是份张止痛药 很快会失效
你只要再哄我一次就好
让我可以很骄傲
记住我拥有过的好
记住在你怀里微笑

Wondering

Wondering wondering..
I wonder what so good about her??
Ya she's more pretty thn me, she has better figure, she has nicer voice.
I'm stupid, i dunno anything, i always created trouble, i am clumsy.
Some time i really wonder.. why why why? Why can't he just stop viewing her blog since he said that he will not contact her any more.
I feel so sianz... i feel so bad, i feel.. hianz..
I dunno what to say..

Do he know that knowing him that he's still concern about her make her feel sad.
Do he know that not she want to be demanding, but just that she want to protect herself
Do he know that she is not that stupid all the time, just that she just want to make him happy
Do he know that she also has lots of unhappy things to worry e.g family
Do he know that doing all that will make her sad
Do he know that she know that he never forget about that her
Do he know that she knows everything but she just act like she dunno anything
Why can't he just delete away the blog??
He know that after you read and he can do nothing, thn why do he still want to read?
He know that he'll never contact her any more, unless he know he can't do it by not contacting her one day.
He know that reading it does not help him much and he can't help her much too.
He know that reading it will make me unhappy and do no good than why do he still want to read it?
He know that when he read and when i found out i will have lots of question thn why can't he just delete it..
He know all this will give him unnecessary trouble thn why do he still want to DO IT!!
I dun want to scold him, i dun want to quarrel with him, i dun want to make things bad..
WHY CANT HE UNDERSTAND????
He can do all the things for her but not me, he can listen to her but not me, he can do all the editing photo for her but not me. HE CAN PUT HER PHOTO ON HER PHONE BUT WHY NOT ME.. DO HE KNOW THAT I AM STILL VERY UPSET AND ANGRY ABOUT THAT BUT I ONLY CAN REN REN REN.. I FEEL SO UNFAIR..... IF I HAVE A GUN I WILL TO SHOOT HER OR MYSELF.. SUPER PISSED... He said all this has been past.. ya been past thn why is he still care so much about her... he said i why am i so xiao qi.. this is not about xiao qi.. do he know that the little things that he do can tell a certain thing...

WHAT A DAY... yet she need to be lovely where by she know nothing much she can do.
My mum leg is getting worst..
Seeing all the ppl coming to my house and pray.. so wish that i can asked them to stop coming..
And eating free food inside my house and dun do anything..
Irritating..

Holiday...

I'm having my holiday for 3 weeks, and only one week have past. It seem so long..
Been doing nothing at home.. sleep,eat, go out.. sleep, eat..
I need to earn money.. but i can't find any part time job just for this 3 weeks..
Ok, what have I done for the past few days... I went out to Zouk on last wed.. Went out with My ITE frens on Thur.. Went out to Liquid Gold on Sat...And went to Su Leen's son one year old Bday party at Aloha..it is consider a mini gathering too..
Never been seeing the old classmate and School mate for like 10 over years..
Every still look the same, nothing much change. The only thing that change was their stats, is either Married with kid or going to get marry, or had ROM..
Hahah someone has asked me, when am I getting marry?? hahah What a question... I never think of when because every things around me are so uncertain.. I just want to finish my study and get on with my career and start working and earning money..
Hmmm
ok let me recall when did my baby last time cooked for me?? Ok I think it was on a Monday... it was last Monday... He was trying out nice stuff.. but it turn out to be good.. hahah I missed his spaghetti.
I am working on last Sat... nothing much happened.. The only things that happened, was my good fren and my nice cousin..
Hianz Love problem.. I hope everything will turn out smooth for them..
My good fren hope the suffer that she had will all soon be over..
And one know i want to hope and wish for myself.. I hope that one of the day, my baby can join me with my good fren to chill or club or ktv together.. I want to enjoy with them and together with him... But he's so ASOCIAL...
Hianz...
Very bore now a days.. want to go for skating.. but it keep raining.. how to go?? Can stop raining for just a few days?? Let me have my exec rise...
Mum health getting bad... what can i do?? hianz... I really dunno? Should i send her to operation? But she is afraid of operation. Should i send her to therapy?? But is all so ex... How how how??
And i just can't stand that she's still doing the prayer where by her health is not good.. and why do she still have to do it.. how come the boss can't see that her health is not that good anymore and why can't she just let her stop and not doing all this things for her??
We can't rest in peace becoz all the irritating auntie will keep calling or even knocking at the door where by someone next door already told them no one around...
It is so irritating that i really wanted to scold them and ask them to get lost and stop coming to my house.. I hate that till now.. some time not i am having bad temper.. but i really can't take it where by you have no peace at home.. you can't take a proper rest... Why do my family have to do this for them?? When will all this thing going to end??

v day...

Tml is our first v day.. so excited..
The past one mth.. baby was not around.. he went back to tw for Chinese new year..
Good thing he was not in town becoz I've been busy going out,club, work etc..
Having my attachment in ward 55 NUH.. thanks god that the attachment in that ward have come to an end.. Becoz that ward really cannot make it.. The AN there, they dun have standard of working.. and only know how to stand around and sit in the tea room to chit chat.. and only appear to act like they have been working.. KNS... we students are the one doing all their job.. and yet we are not getting any of their pay... Hope i won't be going back to that ward..

During the days when baby is not around.. i been going out with my group of jie mei and brothers.. hehe.. we have fun.. every year is the same.. gathering...
But I also missed baby when he is not around.. wondering what is he doing...??
We did chat in msn.. and saw his mum..
Baby is back now, and he bought so much things for me.. Thanks baby.. but i dun like the way he spend.. hianz...
I want to do something for him, i want to buy something for him.. but the things he want is so expensive.. Gucci Belt.. baby... can you pls wait till i have the money... and i will sure buy for you on your bday... $500... I hope i can strike 4D..
and every of my worried will be gone..
Days is getting bad now, dad business not doing that well.. and mum health getting bad too.. hianz.. i have to save.. i can't spend too much now..
I bought a raoul bag for myself.. $200 wah this is the first time i bought such and expensive bag...
Money is so hard to earn now.. hianz...
Baby love you and thanks you for all the things you bought for me.. really thank you.. but next time dun spend so much le..
Life is getting difficult now..
I hope and wish that all family and friends will be healthy and able to go through all the bad time..
photos to show..

Pissed off

Super Pissed off with KP.. never contribute and want to chose slide to do.. and don't trust mike.. irritating..and make so much comment, 1st dun want to do the slides, 2nd dun trust mike, 3rd said the slide look ok, 4th not that difficult, 5th ok I TAKE THE SLIDE. What she's want.. all up to her to say.. made me so pissed.. she only scare that the slide dun give her good grades.. only wants the good and all the bads to others.. selfish!!

After baby have gone to China and back to Singapore, and been fooled for half a day in china.. It made me hate them more.. only know how to think ways to have free lunch..

Quiet pissed with baby the day before too, maybe because I can't pls him with what he want. I am trying to get him out of home and thinking of place to let him relax..
I went to his place to pick him, and i know the last mins changes make him pissed too. But i can't do anything, i can't force them if they don't want to go KTV. And he dont want to prawn.. so i quickly think of a place to go and to meet his darling..
The answer he gave me was "you go yourself, I got find my own program"... wth.. I am making afford to think of a place and with someone he know. He want to chose where he want to go, than after that he asked me to think of where i want to go and i make the decision.. dunno what he want. Hianz.. what to do i have to give and take.. and i really need time to cool down myself before i can be sweet and nice again to him.
Baby hope you understand why i am pissed that day.
Sorry baby...

Went to eat the look alike KFC with my four nabeis at paya labar.. haha enjoy the dinner.. I always enjoy going out with them.. becoz we're crazy.. hahah everything also sound funny to us.. and we laughed so much that i feel so full. And we went shopping, end of the day.. the two malay buying clothes for themselves and the other two Chinese waiting for them.. is so funny, look like they're celebrating the Chinese new year... hahaha...

Tomorrow is another day...

Hard time and New Year!!

The few days before new year.. I have a hard time.. Hard time for accpecting what he had done to me.. really can't take it.. was thinking to give it another try or not to give.. But i just can't bare to leave...
He came back early, supposingly to give me a suprise.. but I make it become not a suprise.. I hope he can forget everything over there and was just a nightmar for him and me..
He came back to celebrate new year with me. I am happy about that but at the same time i am not happy about the thing happened in china..
He called me in the morning at china, telling me he was chitted for the whole morining and might delay him from reaching the airport, China People they are just hard to trust.. Three person acting a show to chit him.. what a show!!
Lucky he was able to reach the airport in time..
I ordered prizza to wait for him, becoz i know he will be very hungry for the whole day..
He came to my place by taking a taxi, i know he is so poor but still he wanted to see me, but i saw something that i am very happy with it, his phone.. with the stupid photo in it... it make me very pissed.. super pissed.. i question him..
but we solve the problem now... I hope this new year will bring us good lucky...
And bless us for the happyiness..

Went dinner at bishun and meet Chris and Shermine and than head to fish prawn..
This is my first time doing prawning, becoz i find is stupid.. but it was quite fun after i tired.. interesting.. you must be really patient with the prawn..
And Ray, Jimmy, Jack, Gray and one of their girlfriend join in in the later of the night.. good new year start with all the funny guys.. scarying the girl about thailand hotel..
New year wish, Good result in my study, My family healthy forever, money keep coming in to us. Baby job will be successful. Trouble away from us...