Two More Days

Two More Days, my Baby is leaving.. My first Christmas with him, is a lonely Christmas and New Year. But is alright, becoz he is going over to do his work. I should give all my support to him.
Went to buy the sec book of Twilight, "New Moon" it was a sad one before the first book, Edward leave her without a reason, just want her to be safe.
I feel sad for this part as what Bella has descried

"I wondered how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now-if the pain would just decrease to the point where Ic could bear it- I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life. And, if it were possible that the pain would ever soften enough to allow me to do that, I was sure that I would feel grateful for as much time as he'd given me. More than I'd asked for, More than I'd deserved. Maybe someday I'd be able to see it that way, what if this hole never got any better?? If the raw edges never healed? If the damage was permanent and irreversible?"

I can imagine if this thing really happened to me, i will feel the same way too. If the hole never heal, than how?
Yesterday, i went up and down to look for the books, I went Suntec, vivo, at last i went to west coast one of the new shopping mall. Pretty empty, with only a few shops. Mostly restaurant and a few shops that selling clothes, at last i came to the popular book store. It was selling fast, i heisted of buying which book? Becoz i not sure which was the next book, and i decided the NEW Moon Lucky it was the right one.
Went all over places to look for the book, this is the first time that i am so eager wanting to finish reading the book. And, look like everyone in Singapore is reading the story too. Is hot now!!
Today, i been sleeping for the whole day, wonder why can i sleep that much.. maybe i really can if i want. I love to sleep and dream.. dreamt lots of funny stuff but can't really recalled. Went to fb, looks like two of my friends are happily in love. And the other side there is someone with heart aching remarks which no one bother to comment or maybe just like me, no know what to comment, wanted to console but i think it will be worst if i do that. Left it then! I guess fb is really a good entertainment when you are bore in work or home, you got to see your friends chatting with other and you can chat with them too. But at the other hand it also created some problem for some couple that they are jealous on certain things. Some just can't be bother about that. Too busy with work or study.

Baby, the only thing i can say is to BE SAFE!! I know you are very use to going oversea alone and stuff, but dun forget you have me now, and i want you to be safe. Hope this is not a pressure to you. Just want you to know. I wish everything go smooth way for you.. and you can have a good start oversea and come back with all the good news.. Jia You my Baby.. Love you!!