Test test test

So stress and tired of test..
So many test and project...
I feel so lost with the project.. Not know what to do with it, and how to make it rite to present?

So worried... about the exam and coming test. I so worried that i can't catch up with my classmate, and I can't cope with the exam and test and project and the coming attachment..
4 weeks... medical posting.. and the stupid posting will be during CNY. After the last week of posting will be exam..
Where got time to study when you're celebrating cny.. and was during your clinical posting. And I have my part time job. To earn my income...

I need to relax..
I must tell myself to relax..
I missed my baby.. and he will be so busy after today.. becoz his gay partner is back.
And he will be busy doing his stuffs and going to Hong Kong soon...
Hianz.. our first xmas and new year and Cny. He wont be around. He will have to go back to Taiwan for cny. I hope that i can go with him, but i dun have the cash.. i dun have the time. To make myself feel better that he wont be around, i will keep telling myself, he is going back home and working on with his business. So must not give him stress... I can do it.. we will have lots of time next time. Hianz.. but who know what will happened to next day.. ??

When are you going to cook for me??