My Doctor

Went to read of the Card in Perth, she told me.. i will meet someone that i not know, and he will be like a stranger to me. And it might be a Doctor....
Mum said 'you might know a doctor in furture??'

I have been closing up myself to lots of things.. I guess my dear friends.. you guys can sense that.. Sorry....

Trying to open up myself.. but very hard.. so phoia... I know you guys care.. Thank you....
I feel like i am making a fool of myself.. infront of him... which everything have really come till an end...
I lead a normal life now.. kinda of not use to it..
How would things be in furture if i am really with someone??

Is there really a Dr for me?? A real Dr that treat people??
But i have a though.. The Dr that could treat my wound in my heart...
That will be the Dr for me and not the real Dr that able to treat others.
Too much thing happened i would like to keep it slient.. Are he the real one for me??
That what the card said??? Someone that i will meet in the net and..............