A quiet night!!

If i never appear in your life, will you still be loving her? or still waiting for her? If have never been appear in your life, maybe you have been back to tw. Am I the trouble one? Ya! I am the difficult one..
If you never appear in my life, What were I am be?
If they never appear in my life, I may not be what I am now.
If they never leave me, I might be married with kids.
Me, a person who think back, a person who life in the past, but yet I have to tell myself to look forward.
If i never been working In RMG, where were i be now? And what were I be doing now?
If time were be able to turn back now, I wish I am 16 now..
Is there any problem with me? Yes there is... I were always feel insecure.
Am i the one for you?
Or am i not...
Do i really love with you? Or am i just in love with myself?
Am i the selfish one, i guess i am..
Do I think about other feeling, i guess i dun.. why?
Been hurt enough, why do i got hurt? Becoz i am the one who always make thing worst.
Is there any problem with myself, Yes!

I never been understanding to you, I am sorry.. I only know how to give trouble..
I never been good enough for you.
I din know what wrong with myself? I am some how lose in the way of my path life..
Did i chose the right choice not to be wat i really are?
Am I that happy? Some how yes and some how no...
What can i do to make life better? Am be a happier person??
I feel that my life stop here.... What were be my next aim now??