Wat a day!!

Today when out with mama and god mother....
When to do my prayer clothes.. wah super ex one for $8oo and i have to make two.. Wah..
Than bring mama to Amk to shop shop.. mama and godma really shop lol..
And reach home at 4+pm.... reach home rest a while meet katy for dinner, at farm mat... Having a nice dinner with her and a nice night chat.. enjoy going out wif her...
we been spending about 4hours there...
Talking to her and about spending my whole day with mama.. I notice something..

I had appreciate what i have now.. i am glad to meet him.. really..
I know we started fast.. but the communication between us are strong(for the moment now), although the beaning i din show out more to him, but slowly he had open me up.. Thank you Darling..
I might seem to change bf all the time, but if u dun try, you'll never know. You get to know some one, you have good feeling or comfortable for that person, and you tend to want to know more about that person. Feeling getting better, but some how human are never be perfect, little things might be shown as(not in a nice behaviour), does that mean that person is not good? or that person is just not suitable for you? No one is perfect for anyone? Little of give and take are to be given. Accumulative might turn things bad and you might miss the person that really for you. Fate is such a way you will never know when it come, and when it goes you'll never known too. Never miss the fate, once u miss it, it will never be back again.. A oneself might find the other self good, but if because of the bad or the past back ground of the oneself are not good or maybe not that normal process that does not mean the oneself are bad, a little wrong step you take, you might miss the fate. Everyone has their standard of requirement, but some how, when fate come, your requirement might not hit.
If u had miss it, than chose not to complaint and jealous about others. Because the problem must be on the oneself who had been choosing too much. And concern too much, is not a bad thing to concern so much but somehow thinking too much will tend to stop you from moving and getting on. Be Open and be Yourselves!! True love never wait and true love take hard time to get and hard work make the couple to work to get the true love. Be easy and simple!! When you are choosing people, people also choosing you.
When age getting up the choosing of what you want had become lesser.. is scary but that the truth. Learn to see things at different angler, feeling of what others feel and what other thing, putting yourselves in others shoes before you start saying anything. Everyone have the right to say. Every oneself have their reason of doing anything or making any decision the only thing the other self can do is just the support.

When u dun demand for anything, the thing will just come, when u wonder and wish to have some thing, the thing might not come. And that really apply it to oneself.